the search for my Birth Mother is back on.
I may act a bit strange
a bit less placid
a bit more real
the walls grow thinner
will throw many of you off.
Please don’t take it personally, the change.
I am not angry with you or at anyone.
It’s just that the fire has been rekindled
and I feel alive again.
And again, I prepare for everything
and nothing at all
at the same time.
Anyone who might read this, I don’t expect you to understand
they seldom do, and please don’t try. You either do or don’t
but all the same
please send me as mch good energy as you can.
I will need it.