If you hold value in my heart, I will say what I feel – regardless of the consequences.
When I was there, many days I thought I would die. The wonderful nurses, NP’s, and volunteers made certain I was as comfortable as I could get… but I saw it in their eyes.
“He’s a good person. Polite, respectful, strong. But… he’s as good as dead.”
and I was – but was better.
Laying on that bed I thought about so many things I haven’t said – to friends, to lovers, to you.
So I made a commitment.
If I lived, I would say how much I loved you. IF I lived, I would sacrifice everything
just for a moment that showed you how much I care.
If you don’t understand, so be it.
I am me. I am everything, I am all – I love you with all of my heart, and I will tell you so.
Only idiots are frightened by honesty. I mean no harm.
I only say what I need to.